What can I tell you?
I woke up with this strange feeling of expectancy and the feeling has stayed with me all day. I can’t explain in better than that I just feel like something is going to happen – I don’t know if it’s a good something or a bad something, and to be honest, I don’t think I mind much. Something is better than nothing, right? Of course, I don’t claim to have any kind of psychic powers, in fact, I’m not at all convinced that such a thing exists so who knows where this feeling of expectancy is coming from. Mr Hilarious suggested that it’s probably indigestion* and I can’t argue with him since I’ve never actually (to my knowledge) had indigestion to know what it feels like…..
Anyway, Kingston was buzzing with Olympic excitement again this morning as the torch made its way down the river from Hampton Court and under the Kingston Bridge. I headed down to the river like the dutiful citizen that I am and I have to admit it was a little bit exciting. The thing you have to bear in mind here is that I am possibly the most cynical person in the world when it comes to things like that, so me saying it was a ‘little bit exciting’ means you can probably multiply up by a factor of at least a million to get the idea. Everyone was all happy and smiling and friendly and it felt like being on holiday in the friendliest place ever. I liked it. A lot.
Whilst I was down at the river I bumped into some of the gang from work so I didn’t end up watching a big boat with a big flame floating along the river all by myself which was a bonus. In the end, all things considered, I think a good time was had by all – even if the Riverside cafe had run out of bacon by the time we got to the front of the queue meaning that we had to content ourselves with pastries which were nice, but not quite as nice as bacon butties would have been.
When the boat actually went passed I got a bit caught up in the moment and the cheering and the friendly holiday atmosphere and found myself…. wait for it…. crying! I don’t know why, it just happened that way. I have to confess that I felt like a proper chump when Mr Hilarious noticed and pointed it out to everyone**. What can you say – I’m a sucker for a big boat with a big flame – get’s me every time?!
Work was a mad rush not to leave any major catastrophes for someone else to deal with because as of tonight I am on leave for two whole weeks. Woop woop! The timing is lousy given some of the things I’m working on at the moment, but it was a case of use it or lose it and I decided that I really didn’t want to lose it because that equated to working for free. I love my job but you do have to draw the line somewhere. I got everything done and I don’t think there are any ticking bombs with my initials on anywhere, but if there are, and they go off I won’t be around and I almost don’t care!
Aside from being a mad rush it was also a sad day at work because one of my fellow ‘seniors’ in the Finance, Planning, Resources and Compliance Team*** left today. It’s always sad when someone moves on but it was especially poignant for me today as this person started on the same day as me so we’ve always kind of stuck together. The thing is, we work well together but we’re not especially close so I wasn’t expecting be so sad to see her go that I was moved to tears during the leaving presentation and I certainly didn’t expect for us both to blub like babies as we hugged goodbye. It’s funny how things catch you off guard sometimes isn’t it? Anyway, the main point is that I don’t cry at work, because I’m a professional like that. Today was a great big major exception and I don’t plan on a repeat performance anytime soon even if I do still feel a bit sad about it now. Boo hoo.
As I write I am trying to figure out the following dilemma: is WeeGee going to go to a party? I don’t like going to parties which means I never go to parties. Not going to parties because you don’t like them is all well and good, but never going to parties is totally rubbish. I can manage one small party where I know almost everyone can’t I? But I’m a bit emotional today so what if I have a little drink and turn into the crying girl at the party. No-one likes a crying girl at a party, especially if the crying girl is a) WeeGee and b) mental….. I said I would go. I don’t want to let people down. I want to go. I don’t want to go. Oh F……. iddlesticks.
Before I sign off I should let you know that the brain is still broken, but the brain and I had some words and it seems to be giving me a little bit of peace for now.
That is all.
Love from WeeGee
who is going to a party. Who isn’t going to a party. Who might be going to a party xx
*Because he’s hilarious like that
**Because he’s also hilarious like that
***That’s FPRC if you are in the know
15 thoughts on “Expectancy, excitement, crying, a mad rush, more crying, even more crying and a dilemma (with the potential for more crying): A day in the life of WeeGee”
I am not a party goer, but you are on a roll so I vote go, leave if you have too but at least go, it might be fun. xx
The roll continues! I went and I might have had a little bit of fun 🙂
Awesome! Well done Wee 😆
weegee moose will come and take the elephant to the party ps reply to me on twitter please
I went. I went to a party and I didn’t hate it. What has come over me?!
I am so proud of you for going!!
Advice from a long term, housebound She-Hermit who honestly can’t remember the last party she went to (including family parties) — GO TO THE PARTY. Cry in the toilet if you feel emotional, but go.
Love Dotty xxx
I WENT TO THE PARTY.
I did not cry. It was not terrible. Go me.
Love WeeGee xx
I don’t like going to parties which means I never go to parties. Not going to parties because you don’t like them is all well and good, but never going to parties is totally rubbish. – I completely identify this. But you seem to be surprising yourself a lot today, so maybe you’ll end up enjoying the party, a least a little bit, as well.
I was the other way round about the Olympics. I was all excited when I got my tickets, then sold them a couple of weeks ago because I suddenly realised I didn’t want to go after all.
I went! And it wasn’t awful. I think that might be progress!
I’m a bit over excited about the Olympics – It’s most out of character 🙂
Not awful is a good step 🙂
And after watching the opening ceremony I’m back with you on the Olympics. It was amazing! 🙂
Wasn’t it? I loved it 🙂 And yes, not awful is as good a place as any to start!
i know what you mean about parties!