I can’t quite believe the amount of time that’s passed between today and my last post. I didn’t mean for it to turn out this way – I’ve had so much to say. I just didn’t know how to say it. I think we might have arrived at the story of my life.
My head’s pretty jumbled up right now. I’m a little bit AWESOME insofar as that I’m full of good ideas. And what’s wrong with being full of good ideas? I sorta know the downside….. And I’m scared of myself. Of course I am. Awesome is exciting but I just want the steady life.
This isn’t the post I thought I’d write.
I’m better than I’ve ever been. I’m not jumping out of any windows, or hurting myself, or trying to get away.
Truly though? I’m not okay. I’m not coping and life is tough and my brain won’t play.
But I don’t know what I wanted.
13 thoughts on “Not the post I thought”
I am so with you on this right now too.
I’m so sorry to hear that. Hang on in there and drop me a line if you need an ear xoxo
As the other have said we’re here if you need us. Hugs xo
Thank you lovely – huge hugs back xoxox
I’ve found writing about struggles to be the best way to deal with the madness in your head! It’s nice to hear others can relate. Keep blogging 🙂
I couldn’t agree more – I often think of myself as writing the madness right out!
Thanks for stopping by and your kind words xoxox
That’s so great! And anytime, thank you for sharing your words 🙂
I’m so very happy to see you poking your head out for a hello, despite the fact that all is not well in WeeGee World. I hope you have some help in tackling things, and please know I am always ready to give you my ear and my shoulder, if you should ever need them.
Although it wasn’t the most cheerful post I’m glad I stuck my head up again, I’d been hiding a bit but I’m out now.
Thank you for your ear, and your shoulder. You are a star xoxoxo
I wondered why you’d been so quiet lately. If there’s anything you need to talk about, get in touch. I’m always here for you. *hugs*
Thank you Mrs Mental Mama 🙂 I’m feeling a lot calmer now. Hopefully I’m back on the blogging wagon now too – I sort of fell off!
Hugs back lovely xoxox
You know where I am if you ever need to chat xxx
Oh sweetie – thank you so much. I’m glad you are in my life 😀 xoxo