I apologise in advance for this one. I’m afraid it isn’t very cheery. Today I am sad. Actually, I’m not only sad, I feel like somebody tuned out all the lights again….
It started, I guess when I was listening to this song*
And I was having a nice little hope to myself – thinking ‘please, please let me get what I want’ when it hit me. What if I can’t cope with not getting what I think I might want? What if I end up all devastated and bereft and the flat and empties return to torment me for another million years?
So I started to think about doing what WeeGee does when confronted with such situations – I decided hiding was the only option. Instead of waiting to find out if I might get what I want for once in my life I’ll decide I don’t want it. I’ll spend my time forgetting about my little hope and I’ll never find out what might have happened and I’ll head off something bad happening by making sure that nothing good happens.
Why must I do this to myself?
*Golden rule of recovery? Don’t listen to the Smiths when you are poorly and sad
How do you eat an elephant? 
Awww WeeGee, sorry it’s rough today! Go after what you want when you are ready, it’s worth it! xo You are more capable than i’m guessing you believe yourself to be!
…. And then I came over all capable and sorted my head out. Thanks for having faith in me lovely xx
xo
Sending Hugs because I have nothing else to offer. I can’t help but get myself depressed when I listen to the Smiths though! x
Thanks for the hugs – hugs do me quite nicely 🙂
Bit of a lesson for me really – WeeGee still too mental to listen to the smiths!