My granny used to have a saying that went something like this: ‘if it’s for you, it won’t go past you’. It’s one of those things you seem to have say to people when they have a broken heart, as if words can really take that away and make it all better. Plenty more fish in the sea and all that….
I have a broken heart. My broken heart is a big part of my broken brain. When people say it’s all in my head, I can at least challenge them, because some of it is in my heart, rather than in my head.
I’m told I care too much. Does anybody know what that means? Is it even possible? I tend to look at things in opposites – so I care too much and the opposite is not caring enough. In light of that I don’t accept that I’m doing it wrong. I know where I want to be.
The what if is what if you had what was for you, and it went past you because you were mental?
What if you left behind who you were and the things you could be just because the person who made you all those things couldn’t live with the mental?
What if your brain went wrong and what was for you did go past you? What then?
A confused and unhappy WeeGee xx